It's like Christmas all over again :P

I just found a TON of poems that I thought had long since been lost. *Yay!* I'm so tickled.....yeah, simple things amuse me. Anywho, here ya go:

Confusion is all I know
Help me please, get me out of here
I think I could get out
But the door is locked with fear
I know I’m slowly dying
I try, but I just can’t stop
So I just stay here lying
and I pray for the key
To unlock the binding door
from this world of fantasy
into the place I knew before
The clock is slowly winding down
until it ticks no longer more
I’m locked into this place
of Death and dismay
Reality has no face
I have no place to go
How do I get out of here
when confusion is all I know?
**********
Pain
Help me please, I’m left alone
to escape this hell some call home
No places to go
No people to see
No one is here
They’ve all left me
I need to talk, to scream, to yell
To ease the pain
of living in this hell
just hand me a gun
I’ll makes it all better
No one to care
They’ll just "forget her"
Who will give me the time
No one is around
What’s the use of yelling?
My screams will make no sound
**********
This Hell
As I walk through the Hell this world has become
my lovers dead face in place of the sun
I smile and laugh, though no one can hear
making public my most private of fears
I walk through this Hell, one goal in sight
approaching Death, ready to fight
**********

Anger
If I stand up now and scream
Could anyone hear my pain?
All my comfort ran from fright
And drowned beneath the rain
Hid in shadows, scared to live
The darkness cries "No more"
I see my future dying
Behind the now locked door
I lost the fight, lost the war
There’s no need to try
There’s no point in confrontation
Death has already died
Pain and torture, arms of steel
Hold my temper down
What’s the point of fighting back?
I’m six feet under ground
**********
Silently
I silently cried
Held the tears to myself
I silently died
The pain of my choice
I silently thought
And passed away the years
I silently bought
The love that you gave
I silently read
The words that you wrote
I silently said
I love you
**********

Boo

Eternity
for a fleeting bit of eternity
I believed that you were mine
and once the dust had been cleared
everything would be fine
for only a brief moment
the tears would cease to be
I could finally come to you
and you could come to me
for a fleeting bit of eternity
I allowed my self to dream
for when the dawn finally breaks
all I can do is scream
**********
Battle scars
the years, the time, the lost memories
blurred into one fleeting thought
that’s no longer grasped, no longer seen
and for once, no longer sought
The peace between, the solace found
only a magician’s song
And when their eyes are opened again
The wars will continue on
The pain, the tears, the darkened homes
for now just a memory
But once again, we will face
the bloodied victory
neither side admit thine wrongs
and recruit your naive sons
spread your lies, spread your pain
And hand Death your guns