Dr. Suess was evil

Not really...but after just reading about 30 of his books to my kids.....hehe...you get my drift, right? This is actually the end to my archives of poetry, so I guess I need to start writing some more, lol.

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Will my tears fall to freedom
And bathe the parched skies?
Freeing my dreams, my fears,
Freeing my will to die?
Will my tears fall upon you
And bathe your downcast face?
Drowning you within my depths
Leaving you no escape?
Will my tears fall silently
And let me quietly fall?
For when you think none is there
Is there one at all?
Will my tears fall for reason
Or just because they will?
Will they make me who I am?
Or am I that just still?
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I do promise to get more up here soon. Life is slightly hecitc right now.

Argh! I hate multiple rainy days!

Father can you Hear Me?
Father, can you hear me?
Open your closed eyes
Father do you know my love?
And why I still do cry?
Father, please don’t leave me
this world cannot go long
Father, I will stay with you
until they play our song
Father, yes, the years have passed
and our love is strong still
Father, we still have time
If it is His will
Father, I love you true
this I know you know
Father, I will always be
Your one and only baby girl
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Broken
Sighing slightly, I ignore the pain
that eats me from inside
Fed from words of your hate
I feel my love has died.
The tears begin, against my will
I swore I would not cry.
Tracing dusty streaks upon my cheeks.
I know that I did try.
Across the miles, the hatred felt
I sit upon my hands.
For my words do no good
And alone I still stand.
Your angered wrath unleashed at me
confusing my intentions
confused my minds reality
and all the definitions.
So here I am, waiting still
for you to quench your pain
And when it comes to your return
Will we be the same?
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Struggles
Rambling of thought
Answers unsought
Leaving me drained
Piercing of eyes
Helping me die
Or am I just insane?
Rancid or sweet
Jerked off my feet
Answering the pain
Mauled by the fight
Ending my plight
Silently in the rain
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Truly alone?
I am alone today
no fear in what I say
No acting if it’s wrong or right
Spared you a final word
cut short- by my sword
as I walked into the night
Daemons drawn, consumed by me
echoing your final plea
and I resume the fight
In the shadows, shook by fear
wanted not, but I still hear
darkened tales of your might
Turn around, we’re face to face
disappeared without a trace
vanished from all sight
I cannot run, you’ve proven this
eternity just to miss
the first rays of sunlight
monster made, do you regret
lost control of your pet
should have kept the leash more tight
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On it’s head
What is it you do to me
that turns me upside down
I dug my grave, was laid to rest
Resigned to not be found
Centuries spent, my heart gone still
Ceased to beat by choice
When through the darkened haze I found
a pathway to your voice
With starlit eyes, the moon did shine
upon a new found face
Stopped by will, of it’s own accord
my heart began to race
I opened my eyes to see my dream
come true before the dawn
Rose up through the dirt
to leap into your arms
That quiet night, the world on end
completely on it’s head
I lay still, wrapped in your arms
Returning from the dead
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Can you?
Can you see what I see,
when I close my eyes?
All the world's insanity
Trapped inside my mind.
Can you feel what I feel?
The pain is too intense
Locked inside my madness
To ready no defense
Can you say what I say?
Calming words to none
And knowing in the end
The beginning will be undone
Can you think my thoughts?
Or are they filled with pain?
Too much for you to handle
Too little for you to gain
Can you walk within my shoes?
Just for one more day?
Give me a relief from life
And a reason I should stay
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Long lives

Lonely and alone
I’m lost and torn
I want to hear your voice
I’m tattered and worn
Destroyed by my choice
Forgotten and destroyed
such decay in life
my life is void
I surrender the fight
Lonely and alone
No one sheds a tear
No place to call home
Or to hide my fears
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Trapped inside silence
Hold me tight my dreams do come
what tales they hold will be seen
I pray to know and understand
what these dreams do mean
horrors brought, I beg no more
for the pleas do fall
on deaf ears, no one listens
do they hear my call?
My love, I scream, I need you
fall inside my head
My love, he listens for me
But my voices are all dead
It echos onto no one told
I’m trapped inside my silence
my personal Hell, for life to live
but my love is reliant
My love is true and so am I
the words do not transcend
the violence, the pain, the hell I lived
my love, I’ll speak again
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Wait
Wait-
I am here
Wait-
clear the tears
wait-
I see the pain
wait-
a reason I came
wait-
my love is for you
wait-
my love is true

The Game
Close my eyes, I wait and see
where this ride will go
joy, sadness, tears, and pain
I fear will never be known
Roller coaster, no amusement here
the park has long been dim
I smile on as I move through
and prepare to ride again
Hold on tight, the ride is new
as it is every time
the ride is new, the body old,
and no one reads the signs
Take your time as you pass through
and notice life’s details
Last ride? Maybe so
the bonus round begins
Did you score high enough?
Or will you play again?
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Late night rantings

Silver sentinel
The moon, it weeps with all it’s heart
my friend, it cannot die
Though all the darkness covers it
it sees with twilight eyes
The sadden child shakes with fear
she know no other trust
The moon it wishes to be near
and quell her strongest lust
The poor child looks up
to cry out in her pain
The moon it weeps, can no longer look
It’s efforts were in vain
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Simple
The simple things that mean so much
seem to fall away
this darkness comes and covers me
permanently it stays
I push it back and then move on
the efforts all in vain
the darkness strong - my efforts weak
to try to ease the pain
the hope keeps on, encourage me
to keep on with my life
for all the darkness has to fall
and at the end is life
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Promises Anew
A slight joy I’ve found
In the mornings rays
For when the moon does sleep
it promises new day
the morning sun, in contrast
to the evening moon
Bathe’s the world in brightness
just to fade so soon
the evening’s moon, not outdone
pushes the sun aside
and takes his time with silver light
and all his stars behind
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A sigh inside escapes from me
lost among the shattered screams
dreams and hope among the land
shattered by a conscious hand
holding on with wishes true
trying to follow this life through
love in streams, fading none
keeps me going, begin to run
the slaves all laugh and masters scorn
"soon the love will be torn"
nay to them, I have one plea
love is true, will they see?
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For my son
All the hope I once had
Inside this little lad
Raised among the violent land
Yes, I will hold your hand
Keep your head held up high
Don’t quit until you try
Among the wolves, this little babe
Remember how the game is played
Invent the rules, let no one bend
And hold to your true friends
Never fail, for love is true
Find the path and follow through
Advice I give from my life led
Gave birth to you, Love, I said
Always keeps the rising sun
Never fear, my baby son.
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Another edition

Yeah, I ran outta cutsey titles, can ya tell? Anyways, thank you to all who IM me or e-mail me telling me thier feedback. At least I know SOMEONE'S reading this, lol.

Dreaming
Lay awake at night
see him in my dreams
Is it wrong, or is it right
what does this all mean?
Need to find out something
I keep losing ground
I keep trying to scream
and it makes no sound
Get me out of here
There’s no unlocked doors
overcome with fear
just tell me what’s in store
He haunts me in my mind
He’s everything I see
torturing me with every step
escaping from reality
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Fields of sand
I walk alone in fields of sand
by me is my faith
I hold hope in my hands
and memories remain
in my life some friends do fall
at the sign of troubled time
I cross the sands and enter the hall
the memories are mine
the alter stands alone in peace
I kneel to it and pray
that the Lord his promises keep
I hold onto my faith
Troubled times, where do I turn?
I ask Him to provide
I feel alone, my eyes do burn
but I look to my side
on one side, He does stand
His hand dries my tears
"All is well, just take my hand
we will rid the fears"
I smile slightly and look around
life is hard, I know
but to my side, I have found
some friends will never go
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Are you with me?
The night has come yet once again
through it are you with me?
Will my fears feast alone
or will you see them flee?
Will our love stay as thick
or will our love thin?
Down the road will it be true
or am I alone again?
My love is true, argue not
although I read your eyes
you know I will not fall
and our love will stay alive
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The pain’s inside
The pain’s inside - no, don’t despair
I will not pollute you
with the thoughts and dreams I dare
of Death, and this life through
The pain’s inside - -I will not break
and let my heartache spill
I have promised to keep you safe
for now and longer still
The pain’s inside - - you do not know
the torture of this Hell
I will try to keep this pain inside
‘til you no longer tell
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