Another edition

Yeah, I ran outta cutsey titles, can ya tell? Anyways, thank you to all who IM me or e-mail me telling me thier feedback. At least I know SOMEONE'S reading this, lol.

Dreaming
Lay awake at night
see him in my dreams
Is it wrong, or is it right
what does this all mean?
Need to find out something
I keep losing ground
I keep trying to scream
and it makes no sound
Get me out of here
There’s no unlocked doors
overcome with fear
just tell me what’s in store
He haunts me in my mind
He’s everything I see
torturing me with every step
escaping from reality
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Fields of sand
I walk alone in fields of sand
by me is my faith
I hold hope in my hands
and memories remain
in my life some friends do fall
at the sign of troubled time
I cross the sands and enter the hall
the memories are mine
the alter stands alone in peace
I kneel to it and pray
that the Lord his promises keep
I hold onto my faith
Troubled times, where do I turn?
I ask Him to provide
I feel alone, my eyes do burn
but I look to my side
on one side, He does stand
His hand dries my tears
"All is well, just take my hand
we will rid the fears"
I smile slightly and look around
life is hard, I know
but to my side, I have found
some friends will never go
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Are you with me?
The night has come yet once again
through it are you with me?
Will my fears feast alone
or will you see them flee?
Will our love stay as thick
or will our love thin?
Down the road will it be true
or am I alone again?
My love is true, argue not
although I read your eyes
you know I will not fall
and our love will stay alive
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The pain’s inside
The pain’s inside - no, don’t despair
I will not pollute you
with the thoughts and dreams I dare
of Death, and this life through
The pain’s inside - -I will not break
and let my heartache spill
I have promised to keep you safe
for now and longer still
The pain’s inside - - you do not know
the torture of this Hell
I will try to keep this pain inside
‘til you no longer tell
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