Argh! I hate multiple rainy days!

Father can you Hear Me?
Father, can you hear me?
Open your closed eyes
Father do you know my love?
And why I still do cry?
Father, please don’t leave me
this world cannot go long
Father, I will stay with you
until they play our song
Father, yes, the years have passed
and our love is strong still
Father, we still have time
If it is His will
Father, I love you true
this I know you know
Father, I will always be
Your one and only baby girl
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Broken
Sighing slightly, I ignore the pain
that eats me from inside
Fed from words of your hate
I feel my love has died.
The tears begin, against my will
I swore I would not cry.
Tracing dusty streaks upon my cheeks.
I know that I did try.
Across the miles, the hatred felt
I sit upon my hands.
For my words do no good
And alone I still stand.
Your angered wrath unleashed at me
confusing my intentions
confused my minds reality
and all the definitions.
So here I am, waiting still
for you to quench your pain
And when it comes to your return
Will we be the same?
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Struggles
Rambling of thought
Answers unsought
Leaving me drained
Piercing of eyes
Helping me die
Or am I just insane?
Rancid or sweet
Jerked off my feet
Answering the pain
Mauled by the fight
Ending my plight
Silently in the rain
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Truly alone?
I am alone today
no fear in what I say
No acting if it’s wrong or right
Spared you a final word
cut short- by my sword
as I walked into the night
Daemons drawn, consumed by me
echoing your final plea
and I resume the fight
In the shadows, shook by fear
wanted not, but I still hear
darkened tales of your might
Turn around, we’re face to face
disappeared without a trace
vanished from all sight
I cannot run, you’ve proven this
eternity just to miss
the first rays of sunlight
monster made, do you regret
lost control of your pet
should have kept the leash more tight
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On it’s head
What is it you do to me
that turns me upside down
I dug my grave, was laid to rest
Resigned to not be found
Centuries spent, my heart gone still
Ceased to beat by choice
When through the darkened haze I found
a pathway to your voice
With starlit eyes, the moon did shine
upon a new found face
Stopped by will, of it’s own accord
my heart began to race
I opened my eyes to see my dream
come true before the dawn
Rose up through the dirt
to leap into your arms
That quiet night, the world on end
completely on it’s head
I lay still, wrapped in your arms
Returning from the dead
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Can you?
Can you see what I see,
when I close my eyes?
All the world's insanity
Trapped inside my mind.
Can you feel what I feel?
The pain is too intense
Locked inside my madness
To ready no defense
Can you say what I say?
Calming words to none
And knowing in the end
The beginning will be undone
Can you think my thoughts?
Or are they filled with pain?
Too much for you to handle
Too little for you to gain
Can you walk within my shoes?
Just for one more day?
Give me a relief from life
And a reason I should stay
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