Maddness

not really, lol, but I had to think of some kind of title:)
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Rejection
the moon up high returns to me
a lover in my head
if he cannot have me
the lover ends up dead
constant moods, ones of rage
hiding in my shameful cries
I wish to be free of here
but my moon won’t let me die
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Cry
A cry in the night
and alone I still stand
dropping my weapons,
I gaze at the land
desolate, barren
no hope I can see
when through the darkness
you came to me
A cry on the wind
carried my pain
to your upturned ears
and to me you came
Traveled through darkness
with no map to read
you battled the evils
and chased them from me
A cry for my knight
the joyous kind
escaped from my lips
when you, I did find
No longer alone
the battles not done
Though, with you by my side,
the war, we have won.
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Unwarranted
A smile, a word, is all they ask
one without a frown
The little child hopes and prays
that hand will not come down
A hug, a laugh, is it too much to ask?
Fort heir hopes be not high
a day without those words of hate
is bright in their eyes
Never did they ask for harm
they only pray for love
That God up high will hear their prayers
and shield them from above
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Masquerade
I am not what I seem to be
even through my eyes
The body still enjoys life
while the soul still waits to die
God has granted a special gift
existence in this plane
while reborn, if rebirthed
Will I ever be the same?
The memories of countless years
and lifetimes ago
never reached or regained
no pieces left to sew
God, protect, I try to spread
the feeling of your love
maybe once, when that is reached
I’ll meet you far above
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