Happy day after Christmas!

Home
Come kill me now, I wait no more
Take me to Hell to be Death’s whore
Strip my mind of all that I know
Show me what lies below
I made a bet that I cannot pay
The Devil’s bed is where I now lay
I do his bidding and his deeds
He gives me all that I need
I paid my debts with my soul
Hell is the place I now call home
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Nothing more this quiet night
I smile at the moon
His secrets are all safe with me
And we will meet again soon
My moon, my friend, my confidant
You have heard my every sigh
We know each other inside out
And the coming demise
My dear moon, my soul companion
The demise last not all time
For as the sun shall set
My moon will start to shine
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Gone
The call it came, I could not believe
Lord, are you sure this is true?
Too many miracles passed, the end of luck
And our Lord, he took you
Why! I cried out to the air
The answers I already know
The calling came for so long now
And finally, you had to go.
The memories are all jumbled now
But yes, they still remain
Love for us, love for life
Our grief is still the same
I cry in grief, in happiness too
Which, I do not know is stronger
Your body empty, your soul now free
In pain no longer
Letting go, I know is hard
Forgive us if grief stays
We loved you so, this you knew
Now we can only pray.
In Heaven now, do you see us?
And the love we still have for you?
For memories they are all we have
and they will have to do
We love you so, we must let go
This is the hardest part
For I know you are with us
Guardian Angel in our hearts
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Nightmare
Something’s not
going on
I close my eyes
it’s all wrong
and I think that I"m dead
Something in
side my mind
it’s all locked
and I can’t find
my rolling head
enter in
to the night
don’t fall asleep
hold on tight
I’m inside
all your dreams
questioning
what they mean
wondering
in my mind
in my thoughts
remembering
battles fought
I slowly fall
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Comfort
I shed a silent tear, it falls to the ground
I run for comfort, but no one is around
falling darkness covers my soul
I feel the pain I never thought I’d know
lightening strikes and covers my face
I try to put confusion in it’s place
The cabinets are locked and the shelves are all full
I try to ignore the undying pull
that’s snapping me back and breaking my neck
I tried to hide, but it wasn’t my best
I tried to run, but I got nowhere
I sat down and screamed because I was scared
Arms of comfort surrounded me
coming from bodies I couldn’t see
Words of comfort calmed me down
I dry my eyes and look around
Greeted by the cold, damp ground
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Prayer to Him
I stand beside your grave to cry
The fresh packed dirt is dry
the tombstone screams the day you left
a scream arises from my chest
Why did you leave? Where did you go?
You’re up high, but I’m here below
Left alone by your Death
God, please let me be next
There’s nothing left here on this land
hold me in you loving hand
let me see him one more time
you’ve committed the gravest crime
you took a loved one and left him no time
for his family to say goodbye
the tears we shed are all for him
the mood we keep is sad and grim
do we ask too much of you?
You help the many, but forget the few
I give up, I’ll go away
we’ll meet again on my day
love can’t die, but people do
I’ll wait up for you
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