Friday, December 23, 2005

More Death and stuff

Tomorrow
A form I see is black and gray
This form won’t see another day
The words I hear
Will make sense tomorrow
Today I’ll cay
and shed my sorrow
Comfort me not
For it is impossible
You can’t ease my pain
Or erase my memories
What I see today
Made sense yesterday
What I’ll see tomorrow
I can’t say
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Fallen Angel
A dark and fallen angel is crying
Fallen from the eyes of God
On her knees, praying for the dying
Coffins are the only possible rest
A dark and fallen angel screams
Only she can feel the pain
She foresees all the dreams
But her the nightmares never end
A dark and fallen angel flies
Her faith has brought her home
Now she soothers all the cries
And she falls no longer more
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Reassurance
A miserable life led by a dream
lurks in the shadows
I let out a scream
the silence of death
smothers my voice
the breath from my chest
stops by no choice
the pressure on me
is felt by no one
my eyes are now blind
from crying all night
my comfort has left
please make it alright
you’re miles away
but close in my heart
the pressure is heavy
that keeps up apart
I walk through the days
with you on my mind
say that you love me
and give me a sign
to live for you love
when you are not here
to think of your voice
will calm all my fears
to see you again
is my dreams at night
you say that you love me
please make it alright
**********
There
I saw her in a corner- bright red hair
She was just sitting. There.
Smiling at me.
She just sat. There
In a rumpled doll dress. One of my old.
She just sat. There.
Bright red hair- smiling at me.
In my old doll dress.
Sitting. There.
I went out by her.
And sat. There.
I sat with her.
There. In that corner.
There. In the back of my mind.
There. I still play with dolls.
There.
**********
Yet another Friend
Your candle blew out
ending your pain
ours just began
terror it brings
we saw you lying there
all tears and such
asked you to come back
was it too much?
Tears, all for you
did you hear?
You ended your life
and started our fears.
Taken so quickly,
you ended your life
to look for your day
covered by night
one last good bye
there’s nothing left to say
we still love you
well meet again someday
time, it has stopped
ran from your life
and Death paused at your door
with his carriage of night.
Yesterday is gone
tomorrow is no more
I’m no longer trying
to knock at your door
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