Incredibly Poetic tonight, lol

Rambling of a Dying Woman
turn around slowly
believe in what I say
answer me
or else you must pay
believe in the stories
told at noon
that soon is beat down
by the slowly rising moon
enter the battle
you really have no choice
how can you defy me?
you have no voice.
may I be so bold
as to create another plague?
I have to think
but my mind is so vague.
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Scream to the moon
Standing softly by,
I shed a tear I never thought I"d cry
Tomorrow, I will walk one last time
to my future
to the all divine
Masking, hiding, shedding all my fear
the wait can be no longer
the words, I cannot hear
scream to the moon,
he is ignoring me
I must die soon
dive into the night
nothing to halt the flow
Death, all my life of flight
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Life and Death at Tea
My master of Death, I implore you
too many years are past
I’ve saw the world decay
until the very last
My slave of life, I laugh
Scoff at your pitiful tears
why should it all survive
why do you still have fears
My Master of Death, my question
why must we prolong pain
To see the masses burning
I’ll never be the same
My slave of life, an answer
the pain is a simple time
that passes with the days
‘Til the end of the line
My Master of Death, why?
The pain is so immense
to see the people suffer
and ready no defense
My slave of life, Bravo,
your question is one of light
to see the Death of day
Brings the birth of night
My Master of Death, curiosity
why is the order so
to be so lost and backwards
without a chance to know
My slave of life, too long now
too many years decay
I settle to the night
so you can bring the day
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Hooked on Pain
time it ticking so slowly by
although I fear it, I know it is time to die
I end this thought, a point inside my head
marveling that I am not dead
memories of a half forgotten life
buried inside a blanket of strife
questioning all that I knew
who were my friends, what did I do?
I gave up all that I loved
to slave to my drugs.
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Noon Shadow
Believe in the movies
that share the forgotten past
Darkening tears of
what didn't last.
Sit at the window,
stare at the decay
wonder what happened
when there's no one to save
Cry in the evening
Smile in the morning
The sun is still shining
Yet the rain is still pouring.
Confusion of life
driving us insane
escaping a dream
forgetting our names
Sorrow, the life
Happiness is death
Painful it may be
It's time for a rest
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