lol, bored...as usual

Hold on tight
Hold on tight-take you for a ride
hold on tight-take a look inside
in my mind, something I cannot see
all I know, it’s eating at me
hold on tight, hold on tight
wake up, sit up, see the mass decay
wake up, lie down, never see the day
whispers, that soon you will be dead
hold on tight, take you for a ride
hold on tight, take a look inside
in my head, in my mind
all the answers I can’t find
In my heart, in my soul
all the questions I don’t know
take my for a rids, take my for a flight
slowly fading far away
never see the dawning day
hold on tight
asking, praying, for a saving sign
hold on tight
knowing you aren’t mine
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Temperament
attitude
my child
my love
life
my child
my heart
soul
my child
my eyes
mind
my child
my sons
night
my child
my life
death
my child
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The Thoughts of Death
The thoughts of Death, they do allure
to rid myself of the future
to end this Hell, end this pain
nothing will remain
the thoughts of Death do call
down the darkened hall
willing me along the way
telling me not to stay
the thoughts of Death do haunt my dreams
questioning what I mean
grasping life to follow Death
and laying down for final rest
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Don’t
Don’t’ leave me alone
and unheard prayer
constantly followed
but no one is there
Don’t turn around
your chances are slim
of finding your life
but Death who is grim
Don’t think of a life
for the thought of the day
will turn into night
you cannot save
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Surrounded
surrounded by the silent stars
that ridicule my pain
hope inside this pathetic life
that they might feel the same
beaten by the tortured souls
that imagine they were free
I see the look in their eyes
they wish that they were me
leader of a lonely plague
that eats at us all
it is all one can do
to watch themselves fall
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